There is such beauty in the world :)

One reason why I am choosing to quit smoking is because I can experience this beauty much, much more. Everything can be a sensory experience; the scent of flowers on a spring breeze, the smell before and after rain, the incredible tastes of delicious foods….. plus just living longer. Then just feeling healthier and being capable of more activity. All things that I value.

I’ve been trying to quit smoking off and on since March of this year (after quitting for three months and relapsing) but it has been very difficult due to serious personal stressors. But it’s been over 24 hours now and I’m feeling very confident. One positive thing from the relapses is that I’ve learned what some of the things are that trigger the cravings, so I’ll know what to change or avoid this time. I’ve also done a lot of reading on nicotine addiction and I feel much more confident with the knowledge that I have gathered.

Aaaaaanyways, life has been very interesting lately. I’m going back to school this fall and I am SO EXCITED! I wanted to go this past spring semester but a lot of complications got in the way and I didn’t make it in time (I was fucking devastated). So I feel like….. just amazing, knowing that I have that to look forward to and work on.I love school. Like, a lot.

I’ve been reading and learning a lot lately, trying to stay productive and act in accordance with my values. I’ve also been knitting like a madwoman and trying to improve my overall diet.

I have also discovered the incredible thing that is bellydance, and I LOVE it!! ♥

My hair is growing like a wildfire, which makes me so happy. I enjoy having a shaved head, but I miss my hair more than anything. Especially my natural hair, and it feels glorious to have a head full of healthy, natural hair (NOT FRIED FOR ONCE IN 6 YEARS!!). Haahaah.

So yeah, life has been good. hopefully I’ll be getting back into my yoga class very soon because is miss it so ♥ I hope everyone is well

xo

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